Monday, October 28, 2013

Back at IT!!!!
About six months ago, I started to experience this horrible thing called "ANXIETY". I had a couple personal events happen, loosing a friend and realizing that its okay to mistakes sometimes. I woke up one day and felt like my world had been flipped. My heart rate was stuck at 120-130 waking up, I couldn't eat, I wasn't sleeping. It was horrible. I was experiencing panic attacks a couple times a day, I felt like I lost my happy soul. Instead of hiding from the world... I took action. Doctor visits, talking to someone, re-connecting with my mother(who I would be lost without) and holding my husband tighter during the hard times. 
I am a very open person, so when this anxiety came about I didn't want to hide it, because I am sure some of you experience it as well. It has been six months and I still experience some anxiety but no panic attacks as of now. I took action.
I FEEL HAPPY

LETTING GO?
Oh, how I miss High School. Back when your biggest worry was what you were going to wear and if you could hang out with your boyfriend that night...(haha at least that was mine...) I made some mistakes that I pushed behind for a long time. But, sometimes its good to face those, forgive yourself and LET GO. Kind of like your prom dress that you will probably never fit into again... or those size double zero Seven designer jeans... SO...
CUT THOSE JEANS BABY!! LET GO!!

ACCEPTING IS THE BEST MEDICINE 
We are human, we make mistakes..we gain weight..we hurt..we cry.. 
BUT we are human and we are all fighters and we all deserve to be happy. 
So I leave you today with the message of just accepting the past.. let go.. 
MOVE FORWARD


I know that I don't want to be the Danielle from High School.. I want to be Danielle now. Who is constantly growing, fighting for her happy, and learning about myself and others everyday. 
SO... What will you let go of today, and how will you earn your happy?
YOU DESERVE IT


xoxoxo - Danielle